July 2010
27 posts
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“The most beautiful clothes that can dress a woman are the arms of the man she...”
– Yves Saint Laurent
Sad
Have you ever felt so sad, empty and alone you have to puke because of it? I feel this way now.
First time
When you meet someone for the first time,
you get to present yourself as you wish.
They take your word for it.
It’s like telling a story over and over.
Eventually, you trim the fat and perfect the punchline.
Recreating yourself. And they think you are normal.
Sometimes you find that you are more yourself
when you are not your usual self.
“Fight or flight…
I will take off for a while
to build up my strength”
“Everything will be ok in the end
If it’s not ok, it’s not the end.”
“It’s not what you look at that matters, it’s what you see.”
– Henri David Thoreau
No pictures please
Stop sometimes.
Watch without making any noise.
Decide not to take a picture,
to keep the memory just like this.
Without any trace.
“A photograph is a secret about a secret. The more it tells you the less you...”
– Diane Arbus
“It is perfectly ok to stay in on sunny days and write”
– Tattiya Kliengdom
Love my freedom. Although I’d like to have a solid base. Looking for a house in Amsterdam from the 14th of August. Help me!
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Visit Paris
Anybody in Paris from 21 till 23 July and knows some non-touristic places I must go to?
Graveyard
Found some inner peace at the graveyard during a visit to my grandpa. Miss him everyday. His jokes, wisdom, quotes. Strange you feel connected with somebody undergrounds. Find peace at a graveyard. The serenity, silence and the hurt, pain and sadness from other visitors makes you feel connected, with life and death.
In the shadow
It’s sunny outside, no clouds, a bright blue sky. But I’m in the shadow. My own shadow. There’s a grey cloud surrounding me. It’s the past, that hunts me, keeps hunting me and tackles me. Every step I take, my shadow adds a footprint a little before my own.
My sight isn’t bright. Therefore I make the wrong decisions. I need time. On my own. To get rid of the past. I...
"Never Date a Writer" →
52hearts:
Never date a writer because she’ll fictionalize everything. She’ll write about things you have done to her, or things you never did for her. She’ll write about how you never bought her flowers. Not once. She’ll say in well-constructed prose how the whole time you were together, she never came home from a long week to see a vase full of roses, or daises, or anything. (Read more)
This...
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“Create. You are here to add to the world. Enjoy your work!”
– Francis O’Neill - The Stick Man’s Guide to Life and Art
Disapointed for life
If this is how you feel, how you react and this is all you try, we’re done. If I meant something to you, you should have tried harder, show me you do care. I don’t see it anymore. I don’t want it anymore. I don’t want to need you anymore. So I keep my distance, try to make new rules for my game. You definitly lost. I’m your biggest loss, you’ll see. Time will...
Is de hoofdpersoon in een nare film die maar niet wil eindigen, laat staan met een happy end. Zo’n drama met Meryl Streep. FFW werkt niet, ineens komt alles in slowmotion voorbij.
Paris... city of love or disappointness
We’ve been to Paris twice. We were the love in Paris twice. But I will not be your love in Paris again. I won’t come with you to Paris with your new love. I wanted to go to Paris out of our love. Now there’s no love. And no Paris.
Never felt so dissapointed…
